I need someone to talk to.
been away from tumblr.
busy busy busy.
gaining some weight.
being pathetic.
being fat.
etc.
nothing is awesome.
except my hair is now bright ass red.
✖ see the bones behind my eyelids: Hi.
I’ve been cutting myself since I was 12. I’m now 20.
So that’s 8 years. I’ve been cutting myself for 8-fucking-years. How sad is that really? I really want to stop. I don’t know how. I’ve been trying. Several times. I’ve failed. I have over 300 scars.
I’ve been depressed as long as I can…
This broke my heart.
I care.
A lot.
